So I had a pretty good summer, I can't complain. Many new experiences and a lot of lessons learned. I really found out who I am. Tanya knows who she is, let's cheers to that!
I know I havn't blogged in a long time (sorry to whoever reads this, which I don't even know if anyone does, but what the hell) so I have a lot to talk about.
First off, I realised I deserve better than what Alex gave me, and I know what my "type" is now and what I need from someone. It's not fair to put Alex down though, he wasn't my boyfriend, he was just someone I could have fun with for a while, reason why our break up was mutual and tears free.
Also, someone who I believed was perfect came along but had too busy of a life that he couldn't make the time for me, disapointing because he was the one person who could make me laugh so hard I would snort at my worst times this summer.
And who I should have thought was perfect I didn't have feelings for. The poor guy but I think he dealt with it better than my parents did (they adored him).

Second, I found out I am not welcome back to CSS (Cayuga Secondary School - my high school) since last year I never went to class. So I am attending this program called "Turning Point" to finish getting my credits. It will really be my "turning point" with my education. This is it for me, my last shot, and it hit me hard. You go to school twice a week and work the rest. So I went into Caledonia (the town next to Cayuga) and got applications from at least 10 places. My dad is going to take me again soon to get even more. I have a good feeling. Yes, I have a good feeling about this...
I can't believe I'm that girl. The girl who got kicked out of high school... I don't want to be her, I'm not her anymore, but I have to suffer with the consequences of my actions.

Big realization: my friends (high school friends anyway) are all full of crap. I hate most of them now. So I'm counting on meeting some new people.
Actually, tonight I am having my neighbour's nephew and his friends over for a bonfire. His name is Eric and his friends names are Kenny and Justin. They are all pretty cute (and older), I hope they come, I invited them and they seemed intrigued, so maybe I'll have some new people to talk too. Fingers crossed.
Also, going to the trailer this weekend, it's a big weekend and a lot of people are going to be there, including most of my family, I miss my family so much, I've been feeling kind of lonley so seeing them will be awesome and maybe I will meet some new people as well. Toes crossed.